shine, sparkle, fairy


compared to inside

I just had this panick feeling they won't remember to call me and I will miss the funeral

what, blazing saddles
It might be because I've been pretty hung over today, or moody because of pms and lack of meds, but I have this horrible feeling 2008 is going to suck a huge turd. I hate thinking like that because I am definitely of the mind that you can control your life easily (happiness yadayada). Damnit!
Oh and I've decided to once and for all cut some lives out of my life and stop pretending.

survey from chrys
shine, sparkle, fairy
1.) Where did you begin 2007?
at home on the couch

2.) What was your status on Valentine's Day?

3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)?

4.) How did you earn your money?
at the same job I've been at for the last 4 years

5.) Did you have to go to the hospital?

6.) Did you have any encounters with the police?
hmm... no

7.) Where did you go on vacatiom?
the only place I went this year was the Dells. It was UBER fun!!!

8.) What did you purchase that was over $1000?

9.) Did you know anybody who got married?
Scott and Colleen! after 10 years finally

10.) Did you know anybody who passed away?

12.) Did you move anywhere?

13.) What concerts/shows did you go to?

14.) Are you registered to vote?

15.) Who did you want to win Big Brother?

16.) Where do you live now?
greendale, wi

17.) Describe your birthday?

18.) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2007?
got down below my weight in high school

19.) What has been your favorite moment?
when someone called me a "small woman" and meant it

20.) What's something you learned about yourself?
I CAN do it!

21.) What was your best month?
it's all been a blur

22.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
nothing on the radio...I had no radio until 2 weeks ago...just cd's and ipod

23.) Who has been your best drinking buddy?

24.) Made new friends?
FO SHO!!! school

25.) New best friend?

26.) Favorite Night out?

28.) Hopes for 2008
stable financial security after my job dumps me 

a dream last night
shine, sparkle, fairy
I had this dream that I was driving down the highway and I passed a HUGE rock in the lane next to me, except when I looked back it was actually a huge Malachite stone. I remember thinking "ack! I got to go back and get that thing" but it was too late. Then I looked at the other side of the highway and started seeing other stones and crystals that were big too. I finally zipped across the median where a bunch of trucks and cars where sitting at the side of the road looking at the different crystals and stones. They all looked like they were the polished kind but still raw and all at least a foot tall to about 4 feet. I saw they had price tags for like a $100 for the bigger ones. The smaller ones were for like $30 and I sat and thought about the tiny stones I had purchased for like $5. I felt ripped off. What the hell does this mean??

peek a boo
shine, sparkle, fairy
 1) Take your answer to each question and type it into an image search engine
2) Post one of the images from the first page of results.

1. the age you will be on your next birthday:

2. a place to you would like to travel:

3. your favorite place:

4. your favorite object:

5. your favorite food:

6. your favorite animal: 

7. your favorite color:

8. the town in which you were born:

9. the town in which you live:

10. the name of a past pet:

11. the name of a past love:
(how appropriate)

12. your best friend's nickname: (this isn't her, but it's pretty funny)

13. your nickname/screen name: (WTF?)

14. your first name:

15. your middle name: (what's up with the ho-bags?)

16. your last name (this fucking figures)

17. a bad habit of yours:

18. your first job:

19. your grandmothers name:

20 your college major: 

shine, sparkle, fairy
I've been kind of weird lately talking about my weight, because I'm starting to feel that I am making others feel bad. Listen, I was heavy for a long time and now I'm not. So let me take 2 seconds to feel good about myself. size 6, medium tops, 36dd. A lady I was talking to about weight loss told me she couldn't imagine me heavy. !!!
ok. I'm done. I'm done! 

shine, sparkle, fairy
Dear Zardalu,
It is 75 degrees right now here in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

shine, sparkle, fairy

I've realized that I don't have a favorite season anymore. I love all of them. Especially in Wisconsin, They are such the extremes of each season. I loved summer and soaking in the sun, I love breezy spring days with lilac in the air, and I'm so excited about the smell of bonfires and leaves for fall. I'm kind of sad about our winters here in Wisconsin. Yes, they are still cold and snowy, but they have changed to a "warmer" winter for Wisconsinites. Anyhow....
It's going to be 37 tonight!!!

shine, sparkle, fairy

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.

And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.

You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

stole this from marie
shine, sparkle, fairy

Things are pretty good...ok VERY good in the land of marriage....ok, so...I'm in love (whether he reads it or not, I'm putting it in here).

Also, I have to post the lyrics to this song by Jack Johnson. It was the main song in the curious george movie and Alexander and I really love it....I just finally listened to the lyrics for real. RIGHT ON!

Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Is this how it's supposed to be
Is this how it's supposed to be

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